New Solo Adventure

 2021 Beginning of New Solo Adventure

Updated November 21, 2021. While in North Carolina. 

What does SOLO really mean? Usually it means alone, or 1, but in my case it means me and Ziva on our own. We will never be alone as long as we have each other. And The Bud-man will always be with us and we will continue the lifestyle that he loved. Need to rebuild as we go but nothing is impossible in my mind. 

Will it be lonely? Well yes, of course and always will be without Bud but Ziva and I will continue for him without him and he is watching over us along the way.  He showed us it was possible, thought it wasn't but I know he lead me in the right direction. Will my life ever be complete again, probably now like it was but will be whatever we make it.  I am unable to fear the unknown, fear and can't do are not in my vocabulary. We will continue to roam until we have seen all we can or until God says it is time to slow down. 

I accepted a job at Bentleys Saloon, one of Buds most loved places. This job has given me the courage to keep going. I have a great social life here without all the drama. I go home after working 4-6 hours and I feel complete, like I am still alive. Bud loved this lifestyle and always said "if I have to explain you won't understand", and he is so right. Many don't understand what it is like to be a biker, those that do are always in a happy place. This job brought me out of my cocoon, and I cannot wait for Spring to get here, so I can return in April.

So now to my first voyage south again. I am in North Carolina, near Columbus and will be helping my previous bosses for a few months, maybe make it to Florida to visit some friends and who knows what else. So November posts will start new and hoping 2022 brings more fun that 2021. 2020 in now in the past but not and never forgotten. 

The Polywog is covered and waiting for us to return. It may be small but we don't need a lot to survive. 

Ziva has a new seat so she can see out the window and also enjoy the trip.

But she still needs to be close to me.

We really enjoyed our stop in Penn with Rox

Fun Fun Fun

What If I Never Get Over You

  Song by Lady Antebellum

https://youtu.be/rbFj2t9d7Z8

It's supposed to hurt, it's a broken heart
But to movin' on is the hardest part
It comes in waves, the letting go
But the memory fades, everybody knows
Everybody knows

What if I'm tryin', but then I close my eyes
And then I'm right back, lost in that last goodbye?
And what if time doesn't do what it's supposed to do?
What if I never get over you?

Maybe months go by, maybe years from now
And I meet someone and it's workin' out
Every now and then, he can see right through
'Cause when I look at him
Yeah, all I see is you

What if I'm tryin', but then I close my eyes
And then I'm right back, lost in that last goodbye?
And what if time doesn't do what it's supposed to do?
What if I never get over you?

Ooh yeah
What if I never get over?
What if I never get closure?
What if I never get back all the wasted words I told ya?
What if it never gets better?
What if this lasts forever and ever and ever?

I'm tryin', but then I close my eyes
And then I'm right back, lost in that last goodbye
And what if time doesn't do what it's supposed to do?
What if I never get over you?
What if I gave you (what if I gave you) everything I got?
What if your love was my one and only shot?
What if I end up with nothing to compare it to
What if I never get over? Oh, if I never get over
What if I never get over you?

What if I never get over you?
Oh, what if I never get over?
Over you.......